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I actually like geometry.
What is this.
I never thought I would say I liked math.

Don't look. Don't look. But you have to know. So you look anyway. And your heart skips a beat as your finger clicks the mouse. You look and you take it in and you will never be the same.

-S.

I guess everything is how it should be?

-S.

   Do you not hear me when I scream for your help?

-S.

fix you

"And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?"

-Coldplay

   How do you mend the whole in your life that only one person can fill? What do you do when that one person doesn't want anything to do with you? You can't just get on with your life, because everything reminds you of them. When You pass them in the hall and you don't say one word to each other, that is what breaks you the most. Because you used to spend hours talking and now you can't even manage a simple hello. 

   It's like I never knew you.

   And that's what hurts the most.

-S.

iris

"And I don't want the world to see me,
Because I don't think that they'd understand,
When everything's meant to be broken,
I just want you to know who I am.

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming,
Or the moment of truth in your lies,
When everything feels like the movies,
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive."

-The Goo Goo Dolls, from their Song "Iris"

my 10 favorite possessions

1. my cameras [Nikon D5100/Pentax K1000] without them, I would see the world like every one else.
2. all purple Dr. Martens
3. a picture I drew with a close friend who means a lot to me
4. my back pack
5. a stuffed bear I've had since birth
6. my sanity
7. Spirited Away DVD
8. a book called "Heaven and Earth" that my Dad gave to me
9. my iPod [couldn't live without music]
10. Andy Warhol poster

-S.